Canceled my flight to anywhere actually
... I am a total mess.
Huge breakdown - I cannot breathe
I want to tell you how I feel but
Everytime I type something - I end up crying
You have to realize, without him, I have no real
drive to do anything - I have nowhere to go.
Should drive back home? Or keep driving aimlessly?
Thinking about canceling all my bookings. I just want
to be alone. I probably deserved this for traveling all the time...
I get so scared when I realize that I have no one to talk to right
now about my life.... I do not think I have ever felt so broken.