Saturday, November 17, 2007

Wife Shoot

Recently, a photographer hired me and he told me that I would be posing with another model. The model turned out to be his wife. She was 71 years old. Not that age matters (it does not) but lets just say that it was weird situation to walk into - Posing with someone's significant other *absolutely* should be discussed prior to shooting. My limits as a model are very straight forward. I pose naked but I do not pose sexually. But he kept pushing my limits, "Pretend to kiss, girls. Closer. Open your mouths. Closer." - I had to repeatedly tell him, "No" - These are the sort of shoots that make me nervous. The shoots where I walk in and I have no idea what is going to happen. Do I take a chance and make $300? Or do I walk away from my paycheck saying, "No thank you. This is not what we discussed prior and I do not feel safe here?"

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Back at it.....

I spent the weekend shooting ridiculous clips with a friend - sitting on balloons, blow drying my hair, drinking water, smushing little people under my stilettos, working on vampire foot fetish..... it is always a goodtime, hanging out with people who's lives are just as strange as your own. No one asks questions - you just film things.

Back on the road, kind of unwillingly. This will be my second roadtrip and getting ready for it, did not feel quite as magical as the first time. But here we go AGAIN.

I am Harrisburg, PA!!! ... Motel 6-in it. Just finished working with Mr. Timothy Lantz tonight - that guy is a like a walking tarot card designer. Before my modeling days, I used to follow his work on DeviantArt... Shot some pinup work with Frank DeBlase the other night on a bear skin rug..... I just wanted to mention how people shoot bears..... to have sex on bears... in front of fireplaces? What is that? What other mammals do that? I just picture this grizzly in the wild, catching fish in some distant river and some random nudist couple spread eagle over the top of them. Humans are weird.